It's all about the Attitude?

Was thinking/looking back on certain things and couldn't understand why some things had to turn out this way? Why some people want to continously indulge and behave in those "even-little-kids-know-it's-obviously-wrong- and-senseless" manner? What could one have done better without having to face those fakey, awkward, tension-felt, unhappy events or moments?

I know that's just life but couldn't life be more worry-free and everyone is happy, optimistic and contented? Personally, at the moment, I feel like the songs, 稻香 by Jay Chou, 路一直都在 by Eason Chan, 猜不透 by Ding Dang.. Why does one have to indulge in self-pity, be self-centred, be selfish, form impression and show attitude at times? To me, life should be very simple and people are all good-natured but some people just have to prove me WRONG!

Maybe the problem lies with ME! Maybe I'm the one having the attitude and creating that idiotic impression which gets on peoples nerves? Someone, please enlighten me! Sometimes I ask myself, did I want things this way? Did I ask for it? I do not have the answer! I can only say, LIFE really sucks at times and I really want to steer clear of those things...

Sorry, this is just one of those moments where so many thoughts are running through my head, wonder if this is what people call 胡思乱想.. Alright, I kpkb finish liao.. sigh.. should go to sleep now and restart my "PC"... One thing I like about myself is being able to sleep away/play games to rid all the unhappy things (yeah!) though sometimes it still comes back to haunt me.. aarrrrgggghhhh..